Visa status update: Stagnant. I have to wait until the Czech Consulate receives an official rejection letter until I can reapply. The Consulate General and his assistant went over my file with my boss and said it was a perfect file and they don't understand why I was rejected. I am gathering all the needed paperwork so I can file my new app immediately after this famous rejection letter arrives.

I have been really homesick and missing Prague the last few days. I am in a state of limbo. I have been going back and forth between two friends' houses. I am working everyday and focusing on what is going on with my organization in Central Europe. Right now, my heart is there but I can't be. And it sucks!

Here's what I miss:
1. The castle, Charles Bridge...really all of that amazing, old architecture that gives you a sense of history. I am in awe everyday when I walk amongst those buildings, I feel as if I am touching a part of history. The little town I lived in before, Cheb, is celebrating its 950th year as a municipality this year. Yes, almost 1000 years! Unbelievable!
2. My friends, Americans, Czechs and few other nationalities. Czechs protect themselves emotionally and don't let their guard down or make new friends easily. I was just really feeling like I was settling into my community in Prague when I had to leave, was just beginning to break through some of those tough outer-shells to make friends.
3. My church in Prague. Don't get me wrong, it has been wonderful to be home and spend time with my CCC family here in Arlington. They are a wonderful support and I couldn't do what I do in Prague without them. But there is something special about worshiping with folks from all over the world. I can't even describe it.
4. Cafes. I love long, deep conversations and there is no place better for them than over a strong cup of coffee at a cafe. Europe has that down and it one of my most favorite things to do!
5. Beer. I know, I can get good beer here. But I can get a 1/2 liter of great beer there for about $1.25. You can't beat that! And Czechs are known for their beer.
6. Public transportation and a great train system. I hate driving!
7. I definitely have a healthier life-style there. I don't eat out very often and never eat fast food. I have to walk much more than I do here.

Don't get me wrong, I LOVE Texas! I just feel I am torn between two worlds right now and Prague is where I should be. Thanks for letting me vent! Now someone needs to make me laugh because I'm pretty sad.